IT JUST HAPPENS :)

Sometimes you feel happy without any obvious reason.

Sometimes you find yourself smiling without any trace of joy in your surroundings.

It just happens!

Sometimes when you turn the pages of your diary to your past, you can’t control your fingers moving on the words you wrote long time back, and you smile at the memory of those words. You may even sigh. But you smile at how life was. There may be people who you have been trying to get into contact with, and now they are with you, inseparable. There may be people who used to be inseparable, mentioned on every page of your life, but now they are safe in your dreams . The feelings you have when you read those little remarks you have written on the top of the days that made you realize something. How you feel life has moved. It always moves. That is the specialty.

We aren’t nomads, our life is!

And after these speechless moments, how you just rest against your pillow tilting your head back against the wall, closing your eyes and trying to remember one person. But you can’t. You remember everything. You remember the smile of the person who loved you, you remember the moments when someone patted your shoulders in appreciation for the work you have done, you remember that surprise you had never expected, you remember the happiness of receiving parcels, , you remember how you craved to be understood, you remember how some big days turned out to be crap , and vice versa, you remember how once driving with the ear plugs on with ur bestie :) your mood suddenly elated with the song, you remember how you stumbled upon a song someone dedicated especially to you, you remember the times when a novel made you cry, you remember laughing at a horror movie just because you are watching with your friends, you remember the good bye hugs to someone you wanna be with forever, you remember those compliments that made you blush, you remember the nights you cried yourself ,jst  because you were missing someone , you remember how life was when you were not what you are now, you remember ……

You just remember….

Your eyes water… but you don’t cry.,..

You are in the midst of what it might be to feel bliss.

If someone asks you to wish for something, you will be speechless, you feel you have everything.

But then you do want something, but you are speechless because you have everything. Maybe you don’t own it. But you do have it, may be partly, but you feel you are blessed to be full of life. You sit back, staring at the night, the moon, the serenity, and you think nothing.

The mind is calm. The heart is beating. The eyes are closed. The world is new. And so are you!! :)